Ladyjam Blog

My Joy, my Pride, my Tears all on a Blog!!

Sunday, September 2, 2012

I am back!!

I have not blogged in ages, it has been hectic at work, and still is, BUT me and I have come to an agreement that writing, as my 1st love should and cannot be put on hold for any other reason than when i am sleeping...lol



With that said, you will be hearing a lot from me, there is so much to share, and new things are in pipeline. Besides the hectic-ness of the work front, life has been exciting, wonderful, challenging, stressing and fattening *sigh*, and most importantly life in 2012 has been like walking through a never ending class room, i have grown like a beans stalk....rising up to the sky.

Monday, March 5, 2012

In my hospital bed

Many people admit that they hate hospitals, I am no different. ..If it is not the hospital food, it is the smell of the medicine or the service or the sight of sick people all around you and obviously the fact that being there in the first place means something is wrong.Since 2008 I have been hospitalised 3 times, been in theatre 3 times and been under anesthetic 3 times, so I have been there, done that...

There is nothing as disturbing as the feeling one gets when one is wheeled into theatre full of people , with nothing but hope that they will do a proper job, that by the stroke of God’s mercy they will do a good job on you and you will walk out alive and well.

*coming soon*

Tuesday, February 28, 2012

Journey to self

It seems 2012 is adamant to hold me to my word, I did say this is the year of ‘SELF’, the year I would follow my heart, do all the things I always wanted to do, look after and out for myself better, and attend to all other matters pertaining to SELF.....20SELF i said, now the universe is pushing and probing and forcing me to open the SELF file and do what I said I would DO

Honestly, there are many things (issues/changes/journeys) I have managed to perfectly ignore pertaining the SELF for many years, I walk past these things, secretly wishing them away, and hoping no one notices, and maybe some never noticed, but as I have come to learn, you cannot run from your SELF and hide anything from yourself for that matter, thus I have come to decision to just go deeper, to find the meaning/message/lessons that I have been only too scared to confront.

There is song that comes to mind that goes something like this ''ohh I've been to Georgia and Carlifonia........i have been to paradise, but I have never been to me''

The journey begins……

Wednesday, January 18, 2012

Lioness

I held a lion, i huged it, but i dared not kiss it!!


coming soon **

Monday, January 16, 2012

Hello 20SELF




I am grateful for the BLESSing that was 2011 aka 20elevation, i cannot find decent words to express just how beautiful last year was. I thank the gods and the most high Jehova for shinning their light on me.

I have dedicated this year to me, mySELF and I, to making MY DREAMS come true.....and ohh boy do i have lots of dreams :). I realise that it is going to be a very, very busy year.


I pray for strength, will power and wisdom on this journey and most of all i pray for SUCCESS.