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Tuesday, February 28, 2012

Journey to self

It seems 2012 is adamant to hold me to my word, I did say this is the year of ‘SELF’, the year I would follow my heart, do all the things I always wanted to do, look after and out for myself better, and attend to all other matters pertaining to SELF.....20SELF i said, now the universe is pushing and probing and forcing me to open the SELF file and do what I said I would DO

Honestly, there are many things (issues/changes/journeys) I have managed to perfectly ignore pertaining the SELF for many years, I walk past these things, secretly wishing them away, and hoping no one notices, and maybe some never noticed, but as I have come to learn, you cannot run from your SELF and hide anything from yourself for that matter, thus I have come to decision to just go deeper, to find the meaning/message/lessons that I have been only too scared to confront.

There is song that comes to mind that goes something like this ''ohh I've been to Georgia and Carlifonia........i have been to paradise, but I have never been to me''

The journey begins……