Writer's Curse

Writer’s Curse

I am many things at different times
A toggle between ego-full and humble
A careful tip-toe between human and proudly woman
Neither one right nor wrong at any time
I am the many faces that sometimes confuse, even ME

I’m not ‘what’ anyone thinks I ought to be
I am ‘something’ between the world’s conformity nod and the insanity of my pen
Many times over, I have had to edit-out society’s ‘voice’ from my ‘who am I’ story
Re-wrote some words
Bolded some, Deleted some

We can say, I am what the words in my head permit me to be
When they come calling.....
I know not to ignore them
I dance to their buzz and bow to their thud
I have found a home in-between many blank pages

You see, I write to ease the ache of ‘verbs and nouns’ from my conscious
I am a bunch of words longing for some rest
These words hold the keys to the prison for the artist in me
My pain’s end is in MY giving-into their command
JOY rushes in, once my fingers start tapping.....

I am poet, a blogger, a columnist, a novelist, a critic, an avid-reader...a LOVER of words.
At any moment....my ‘I am-ness’ can be defined by my reaction to the words’ call
I walk around with a pen in hand, for I’m forever writing......my OWN story
I write myself into existence
I am who the words SAY I am

I THINK, i am writer

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